I have had pleasure to see your many guises
in mirth and dazzling charm
I escorted you
I gave to you
I tended you needs
I drew your laughter
I wondered with you
held my breath with you
but many times you just disappeared
unknowing, no warning
where have you gone?
why did you go?
why do I have to wander to rediscover you again?
my Love, what is the ingredient I am missing?
the code I don’t know
the key I don’t posses
the spell I don’t know
that will allow you to stay with me night & day?
though there is joy in your constant reincarnation
I feel unwanted, sometimes used
sometimes wasted, sometimes unloved
can we be as we are together in oneness?
July 16, 2010